time is taking its sweet time erasing you. and you've got your demons, and darling, they all look like me.


I could feel it go down. bittersweet I could taste in my mouth. silver lining the cloud, oh and I, I wish that I could work it out.


I'll take every single piece of the blame if you want me to. but you know that there is no innocent one in this game for two I'll go I'll go and then, You go you go out and spill the truth. can we both say the words, say forget this?


I know you know that I made those mistakes maybe once or twice. and by once or twice, I mean maybe a couple a hundred times. So let me oh let me redeem oh redeem oh myself tonight. 'cause I just need one more shot, second chances.


time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it. I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it. 'cause there we are again, when I loved you so. back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known. It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well.


remember when you hit the brakes too soon? 20 stitches in a hospital room. When you started crying, baby I did too. but when the sun came up, I was looking at you. remember when we couldn’t take the heat, I walked out, I said I’m setting you free. but the monsters turned out to be just trees. when the sun came up, you were looking at me.

Oh I remember, I remember when you hit the brakes too soon.
20 stitches in a hospital room. You started crying, I did too.
When the sun came up, I was looking at you.
I remember. Oh, I remember.
Do you remember?
Are we out of the woods?
In the clear yet? Good.

say you'll remember me, standing in a nice dress, staring at the sunset, babe. red lips and rosy cheeks, say you'll see me again, even if it's just pretend. Say you'll remember me even if it's just in your wildest dreams. this night is sparkling, don't you let it go, don't you let it go. this night is flawless, don't you let it go, in your wildest dreams.


Please take my hand, and please take me dancing, and please leave me stranded, it's so romantic. cause baby I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me.



“So the boy . . . the boy must die?” asked Snape quite calmly.

“And Voldemort himself must do it, Severus. That is essential.”

Another long silence. Then Snape said, “I thought . . . all these years . . . that we were protecting him for her. For Lily.”
“We have protected him because it has been essential to teach him, to raise him, to let him try his strength,” said Dumbledore, his eyes still tight shut. “Meanwhile, the connection between them grows ever stronger, a parasitic growth: Sometimes I have thought he suspects it himself. If I know him, he will have arranged matters so that when he does set out to meet his death, it will truly mean the end of Voldemort.”

Dumbledore opened his eyes. Snape looked horrified. “You have kept him alive so that he can die at the right moment?”

“Don’t be shocked, Severus. How many men and women have you watched die?”

“Lately, only those whom I could not save,” said Snape. He stood up. “You have used me.”
“I have spied for you and lied for you, put myself in mortal danger for you. Everything was supposed to be to keep Lily Potter’s son safe. Now you tell me you have been raising him like a pig for slaughter —”

“But this is touching, Severus,” said Dumbledore seriously. “Have you grown to care for the boy, after all?”

“For him?” shouted Snape. “Expecto Patronum!"
From the tip of his wand burst the silver doe: She landed on the office floor, bounded once across the office, and soared out of the window. Dumbledore watched her fly away, and as her silvery glow faded he turned back to Snape, and his eyes were full of tears.
“After all this time?”

Always,” said Snape.

Say you'll remember me. Standing in a nice dress, staring at the sunset, babe. Red lips and rosy cheeks. Say you'll see me again, even if it's just in your wildest dreams.


I said "No one has to know what we do," His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room. And his voice is a familiar sound, nothing lasts forever, but this is getting good now. He's so tall, and handsome as hell, He's so bad but he does it so well.


I'll let you set the pace, cause I'm not thinking straight. my head spinning around I can't see clear no more. what are you waiting for?


JUNE 2013


did you think we'd be fine? still got scars on my back from your knife, so don't think it's in the past, these kind of wounds they last and they last. cause baby now we got bad blood, you know it used to be mad love, so take a look at what you've done. if you live like that, you live with ghosts - if you love like that, blood runs cold.


people like you always want back the love they pushed aside. but people like me are gone forever when you say goodbye.

Taylor Swift released a new album, and I think we all know that this makes me super excited. Even if I can't relate to some of the songs now, there definitely was a time when I could relate to them.

just think while you been getting down and out about the liars, and the dirty dirty cheats of the world, you could have been getting down to this sick beat. my ex man brought his new girlfriend, she's like "oh my god," but I'm just gonna shake. and to the fella over there with the hella good hair, won't you come on over baby we could shake.

Taylor Swift's new song is awesomeeee.


Jag är ganska kass på detta, jag har helt enkelt glömt bort det totalt. Allt är i alla fall bra, och skolan går finfint. 
En nyhet dock; jag kommer ta med mig Mike till Sverige i sommar! Ska bli så kul att visa honom mina favorit ställen, favorit mat/snacks/dricka, var jag växte upp, etc. Han kommer också vara i Sverige över midsommar, så det kommer bli kul! :) 




.. medans jag har varit helt borta från denna blogg, så har det hänt en hel del antar jag. Hade mina föräldrar här i USA ett litet tag, vilket var mysigt. Var iofs sjuk under hela tiden nästan, tror min kropp fortfarande var stressad från finals week i skolan. På nyårsafton när de åkte hem, så blev jag mer sjuk och min kropp ville inte göra något alls. Annars har jag mest varit i Maryland hos Mike, eftersom jag inte har haft någon skola. Idag började skolan dock, men eftersom vi hade en stor snöstorm igår så var skolan inställd igår och idag. Nästa vecka så börjar jag också leva med en ny livsstil, ska gå på en diet som man hade på sten åldern. Bara bra kött (färs, fisk, kyckling - utan massa olja/smör), nötter, grönsaker, frukt (+bär), naturell yoghurt (helst grekisk, utöver de lilla yoghurten så får man inte äta mjölkprodukter). Man får äta hur mycket grönsaker man vill, sen får man dricka vatten och te. Kommer dock ha någon dag i månaden där jag får fuska. Ska bli interessant och se om jag kan klara det :)



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